gotoxy

“GotoXY is a function or procedure that positions the cursor at (X,Y), X in horizontal, Y in vertical direction relative to the origin of the current window. The origin is located at (1,1), the upper-left corner of the window.” –http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_gotoxy

Goto.. hmm dati, i just can’t remember if this is in Pascal Prog’g.. na when you are writing chronologically, tapos merong step na you have to repeat, you just have to do “Go to ” para shortcut na.. wala lang..

I just suddenly thought of this word “gotoxy” when a long-haven’t-seen-for-a-long-time friend popped a message in YM kaninang hapon..

Ang una nya kaseng tanong eh ano na daw ba ang balita kay first_name last_name na ex nyang close friend ko.. gets mo..?

Honestly, nagulat ako.. kase nga out of nowhere eh biglang ganun.. after more or less 4 years ago na mula nung alam nyo na… hehehe..

Honestly, gusto ko nga sila asarin ulet.. kase when they were still together, i really loved their tandem..

Honestly, told that person this “eh kung kayo na lang ulet?”..

Honestly, natuwa ako sa thought na maging sila ulet.. pero suddenly i felt sad, scared, and i don’t know..

*I’m being gagz once again.. engot, where are you..?*

Di ko actually alam why I felt sad, eh tipong kung may fans club lang ang tandem nila when they were still together, ako na ang president dun.. and every time na makakatext ko kahit na sino sa kanilang dalawa, eh talagang kinukulet ko ang isa na maging sila na nga lang kaya ulet… kahit na ilang beses narin akong nasagot ng ka-chat ko na “malabo yun. naalala ko lang talaga sya kaya ko natanong..”

pero.. kanina.. it felt different.. *charot*…. ewan ko ba..

Suddenly i asked myself and wrote a shout out: “why do there have to be gotoXyz, pwede bang diretso abc na lang..?” ..sa isip ko ang ibig sabihin “baket ba kelangan pang bumalik ng mga ex (kung may gusto mang bumalik)” .. “un past, past na un..”.. “pag nag-ayawan na, ayawan na..” ..”hindi ba pwedeng after ng yesterday, wag na balikan at focus na lang sa today, and the next day, then the day after the next..?” ..

Gets nyo..?

Nung una, pagkabasa ko ng pakikibalita nya.. sa totoo lang parang ayaw ko replyan.. pero di ko alam how I kept on teasing them when I don’t like teasing them anymore..

Ang hirap naman..

A few hours later after I texted first_name last_name tungkol sa pangungumusta sa kanya ng ex nya, eh nakareceive ako ng reply “Bkt daw cya nagtatanong skn?”.. sinagot ko ang tanong, then I went on again to teasing them “eh sabi ko nga sa kanya na kayo na lang kaya ulet..” ..

again.. why am I still teasing them when I don’t like teasing them anymore…

“Ngek. Hehe” –the only reply I got back..

pero teka, baket ba ako nahihirapan dun..? *sigh*

not about..

^not about^

it’s not about how work seems to be so easy for you
it’s about how hard you work for it..
it’s not about how early you come in
but how motivated you are to come early..

it’s not about the amount of mistakes you make
but about the weight of lessons learned
it’s not about how little you know
but it’s how wisely you put it to use..

it ’s never about who you are
but it’s about what you’re made of..
and it’s never about what you have become
but about everything you did to become who you are..

^_^

-jOkel

25 Random Things About Me

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

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1. Karol Jozef Wojtyla was elected Pope by the Cardinals and took the name John Paul II in 1978 on the same day I was born.. October 16..

2. I used to be a “daddy’s girl” –”daddy” being my lolo.. him, together with mommy (lola bait) used to steal me from my mama and papa when I was a baby because they want me to sleep with them during the night..

3. My Dadi’s (lolo) neighbor used to call me “kuntil” (kase i have that) when i was little and Dadi would get angry and tell that neighbor never to call me by that petname again.. hehe..

4. My first ever nickname was “ingke”.. (next bullet is the reason)

5. “Jocelle” was not supposed to be my name but pinky (eeewww), Dadi didnt want the name pinky for me (kase hello ang itim ko noh tapos ganun pangalan ko..siyet.. kamusta naman ang kabataan ko) , kaya dinaan nalang sa nickname na “ingke”..ehhehe

6. I am an only girl. Only girl sa apat na magkakapatid, and an Only Girl in a group of 10 loving boy friends in High School.. ako daw bunso nila..

7. I started to write poems when one day I suddenly felt like conversing w/ my lola in rhymes.. bawat sabi ko sknya may tugma na patula.. ..

8. The first school journal I joined was called “The Erudite”..and the first article I contributed was for the linggo ng wika..

9. I love to tell my friends about my first impressions on them..and I usually tell them about it kapag comfortable na ako sa kanila..

10. I love to be given testimonials/comments..

11. I have loved reading since I was in grade school.. di pa nag-uumpisa un school year, tapos ko na basahin lahat ng kwento sa Filipino (Pagbasa at Wika) at English books ko..

12. I hate reporting that’s why I took Computer Science..koneksyon?? kase sa Angelicum nung panahong iyon ilan lang ang courses na meron which were Education, Communication Arts, Computer Science, Information Tech. at Information Mgt., feeling ko kase pag Educ at CommArts ang kinuha ko maraming reporting dun malamang, kaya dun ako sa less talk.. hehehe

13. I can invent new words.. diko lam pero ang pagkakatanda ko nabuo ko ang word na “automobiliko” elementary palang ako.. and was surprised to see that word nung magcollege ako dun sa isang car repair shop or something na nadaanan ng jeep na sinasakyan ko papasok sa school..

14. In relation to inventing new words, I also love giving unique names to my things (dabig -name ng mininote, Mavi -name ng rubix cube from May and joVi), as well as calling some of my friends like “the bear” and “big bird”..hhahaa

15. Answering Bulletin Surveys is my Major Hobby.. hahaha..ndi naman obvious sa friendster diba..? hehhee

16. I can be a good researcher..hahha! kaya nga ang galing namin ni “kalabet” tuwing fridays eh..hahaha

17. I am an investigator in my own way.. when i want to know something, i do whatever it takes to know it.. proven it twice already..

18. I draw. atleast I know i can.. but i can only draw things or anything na puro curves ah.. like Pooh..

19. I have drawn Winnie the Pooh on a balloon na sumisingaw na ang hangin sa Microsoft Paint.. gamit lang ang mouse cursor shemps kaso nadelete ko na

20. August 28, 2009 -first time ko nagperform sa Naughty Strings (Tomas Morato) nung Acoustic Night ng ACCS (Angelicum College Computer Studies Society)

21. Im good at remembering dates..

22. ..that’s why i rarely forget to greet people on their Birthdays, and Anniversaries..

23. I also love celebrating Anniversaries of Friendships.. Dec.16,2002 -JEL’s (JokelEsteLau) Anniv., March 1 -siSkoh’s (Jokel and piYaps) Anniv

24. I dont need a calendar to take note all of the things that happened, is happening, and/or will happen.. (lam ko kung kelan mo nabili un book na binili mo nung kasama mo ko..i can trace kung kelan un..thanks to my memory.. .hehe)

25. ..muka lang akong nangangain ng tao.. pero hindi ako cannibal.. mabait ako.. , mababaw ang luha ko, mababaw ang kaligayahan ko (tipong isang testi lang masaya nko.. sige na please), im gloomy pero sweet, i love cuddles and hugs na mahigpit .. and lastly (totoo na to last na) my favorite thing to say or rather ask is “hala.. galit ka na..? sori na..? galit ka na ba?”

ang haba nung 25 noh.. hahha! bitin!!